I wont remember how to translate this word in English ... but ... recently ... I've got new backstreet boys fans friends at the prep. course ... as we were talking about the Black and Blue World Tour ... which was unforgetable ... and ... kinda frustrating for me ... yes frustrating ... why ? ... imagine a reserved and shy country girl that didn't know her way around the city, lost and thus afraid of walking alone in the city ... so ... that was me ...

When the Black and Blue Tour came to Brazil .. I was still that poor girl ... I went to the concert with my cousin and her friends ...in the middle of the concert I got lost of my cousin ... and then I started to look up for her ... and I almost stopped watching the concert =õ( ... after the show I was conviced that I was going to see the boys in the hotel ... maybe take a photograph, or talk to them ?? it'd be marvellous .... BUT ... the dumb girl called to her mom and told her "Mom ... I'm going to the hotel Backstreet Boys are staying okay?" ... and of course my mom answered "No , YOU ARE NOT" ... me as an obedient daughter ... I went straight my aunt home ... nowadays It 'd be completely different ... I'd go ALONE to the concert , ENJOY the concert, don't worry about the hour and I'd follow he boys XD wherever they'd go XD

I thought ... "is there any hope ?(oh I think this is the right word)... will one day .. our boys come to Brazil again ?" ... T_T ...sigh*